24.12.11 Christmas eve.
Im tired.
Tired to countdown for the Christmas, tired to gone out from my house , tired to hug the loneliness.
No people date.
Dissapointed.
But I early espect for it.
I know it , earlier than early.
Drums day.
Just sleep for 4 hours yesterday night.
I hate fallen to sleep , I hate to close my eyes , I hate to say bye bye to the only night.
I had tuition but I need to sacrifice it , I had to attend my practise , I had to face it.
Although I don't want , Although it had change.
Back early for my english tuition at super.
Im super tired.
Fall in sleep at class. Sorry teacher , Im really tired.
I really don't want like that.
All waste .
I should be happy and conceal my loneliness , and drift out all the bad thinking.
Hehe.
Before 12 am , Im sleep.
Tired christmas eve , Loneliness christmas eve.
Only for today , only for tonight.
Hehe.
Santa must come my house tonight! =)

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