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| Its was too far when I really stare on it. I had not enough reasons to persuaded myself to keep it on, So , I turn the side that I thinked it was nearer, to be my. |
Its time to talk about drum.
I know , it was not a interesting topic we talk with , we chat with , but many times we had no choice.
It up to thousand time . So what?
That time really whatever , just go ahead, every week go , foolish smile , thought urself enjoying , relaxing , and many other clumsy feelings , thinkings so.
The golden age already pass.
I should pull myself out early.
At least I'll never like this , never change the thinkings , never feel I'm stupid.
Many things had their own rule. I'll learn in begining , practise , after that will be perfect , will be settle , will be a wonderful journey.
I'm enjoying to learn with , to practise , to make myself perfect.
In the begining step , I'm not really done well , but I keep my effort .
I'm willing to improve. I'm still care the judgement of yours.
I'm present to my practise always. I full out my time , even my effort , everything I full out to be the best. Although all the time was not.
But I'm just like that feel . Who a humans in hot-blooded , pushfulness to done my missions.
Now I flashback , somethings really happened and I cant just ignored . It getting bigger , getting magnified , the effect getting large , the consequence getting worst.
Even cant imagined , even cant predict. It will shock? Or somethings better that out of my thinkings?
I really feel that I'm making the situation worst.
But what can I do? Follow heart or other that I had no thinks before?
Okay , still whatever.
Perform doesn't means perfect . But in some people thinkings is the only best will be able to perform and qualification to stand up the stage.
Many times , I'm. But , Its over.
Totally over. Sad for me.
I had lazy to prepare , to full out. What the best , perfect means?
Many leaders just need a person , no matter who is , no matter the strengthness , no matter the perfect as the audience said.
Just simply slight over.
I know sometimes too rush , but just what yourself made it.
All just bear your mistake.
I'm not dislike the stage , I'm just don't want be the person that only help to bear , I don't want be the person that not really respect to the stage.
The chances more , The value less.
Not worth anymore.
The journey needs to end , just the difference of moment.
Be perfect , I've gone through . I'm not bother about what had happen , what I've get , what I've pay. I just feel not that worthy to keep on , to go on to the end.
Who set the end else?
Are you sure you will be really perfect at that moment?
I just not dare to take the risk again , My blood cold as them.
Situation force us to be cold. Just let go . My maximum wastage are here.
The golden age are not here anymore , you all so , insist for nothings and try to persuaded yourself that ends was near. Do you really not hope for the end? Say to yourself.
--Pui Kee.
I know , it was not a interesting topic we talk with , we chat with , but many times we had no choice.
It up to thousand time . So what?
That time really whatever , just go ahead, every week go , foolish smile , thought urself enjoying , relaxing , and many other clumsy feelings , thinkings so.
The golden age already pass.
I should pull myself out early.
At least I'll never like this , never change the thinkings , never feel I'm stupid.
Many things had their own rule. I'll learn in begining , practise , after that will be perfect , will be settle , will be a wonderful journey.
I'm enjoying to learn with , to practise , to make myself perfect.
In the begining step , I'm not really done well , but I keep my effort .
I'm willing to improve. I'm still care the judgement of yours.
I'm present to my practise always. I full out my time , even my effort , everything I full out to be the best. Although all the time was not.
But I'm just like that feel . Who a humans in hot-blooded , pushfulness to done my missions.
Now I flashback , somethings really happened and I cant just ignored . It getting bigger , getting magnified , the effect getting large , the consequence getting worst.
Even cant imagined , even cant predict. It will shock? Or somethings better that out of my thinkings?
I really feel that I'm making the situation worst.
But what can I do? Follow heart or other that I had no thinks before?
Okay , still whatever.
Perform doesn't means perfect . But in some people thinkings is the only best will be able to perform and qualification to stand up the stage.
Many times , I'm. But , Its over.
Totally over. Sad for me.
I had lazy to prepare , to full out. What the best , perfect means?
Many leaders just need a person , no matter who is , no matter the strengthness , no matter the perfect as the audience said.
Just simply slight over.
I know sometimes too rush , but just what yourself made it.
All just bear your mistake.
I'm not dislike the stage , I'm just don't want be the person that only help to bear , I don't want be the person that not really respect to the stage.
The chances more , The value less.
Not worth anymore.
The journey needs to end , just the difference of moment.
Be perfect , I've gone through . I'm not bother about what had happen , what I've get , what I've pay. I just feel not that worthy to keep on , to go on to the end.
Who set the end else?
Are you sure you will be really perfect at that moment?
I just not dare to take the risk again , My blood cold as them.
Situation force us to be cold. Just let go . My maximum wastage are here.
The golden age are not here anymore , you all so , insist for nothings and try to persuaded yourself that ends was near. Do you really not hope for the end? Say to yourself.
--Pui Kee.
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