I cant just sleep and ignore.

Feel only grey and blue. How I get away from that?
A sleep? A joke? A game? A talk? A big meal? A music?
I'm listen to my own but the sound getting lower.
I couldn't hear a thing.

Super bad day.

I couldn't sit there and ignore.

I try my best to hide my feeling to keep myself control.

This only the work for me , for today.


I'm just trying to set back everythings.

But all are out of control.


Me , included.

Just like a long rest volcano , explode uncontrollaly.


I'm suffer.

For such small things , even not a things.

You all made it too important and I can't ignore.

Still can how?


Arghh.

I'm trying to cool down.

Just now , I killed a cockroach.

I'm too scare. Too scare I'm too kind. Too kind for those bad.

Everyhings uneasily.

I scared cockroach. z don't know it all.