Happy birthday for me =)

Happy birthday to myself. =)

Much and much!  Happy 17th birthday!

I thought this day will never come , or just still a long distance.


But now I'm , through this way . =)


I didn't mind the celebration , don't ever pity for me.

For those feel pity for me , pity yourself for pity me.


I live with my way , although it was not a very acceptable way.


But , don't ever force me back to the normal way , the normal human way.


The life you can never judge it as a life.


The life of a beggar called life , The life of Steve Job also called life.


No one will responsible for your life.


So , be your way and respect your youth.


I'm really thanks for my friends' wish , it is too more for me , and I'm appreciate =)


Even the one of you.


The every birthday not the same as the thinking way , the maturity of you , change your days.


Life still go on , and I'll never let go.


Don't ever feel yourself is pity , or even need to pity from others.


You can be strong as you are.


Believe the soul in yourself can make a difference.


I told that so to myself.

It is much more better than that telling yourself you just a shit.



This is my last year in school , the last chance to achieve.


Before I had thinked that my secondary school life how splendid it will , how to become a taller nicer looking guy , wisely man , quick witted person , a charming person.


All this I had thought over , but now I'm like the same.

I didn't achieve any one of that.

Yes , I'm emerge in the vocality of dissapointed.


Last year , all my imagine collapse.


So , inspirid didn't means bad , didn't means there are nothing.


I still have much hope that the splendid left as last.

But the other side told me just sober to my circumstances.



I knew I knew.


I both knew.


Argh.

I will take my driving license soon.


The whole new journey start again.

The challenge is waiting for me.


I will charge in and rescue myself.


Again! Happy super birthday for me!

Tomorrow will be a super nice day for me , I know.


Thanks for the presence of everyone in my life.


I need to tell yours , I never forget any of you.

Nitex.