What a life that I'm force to live with it.

Every smile was true and even gorgeous. =)

26/5/13  Sunday.


A glorious day.

Ever , in my life.


I don't know how come it so significant to me.


I live there , 2 months.


There is a new surrounding new people for me.


I learned to live there myself.


And yet , I'm still alive.


Everyday I'm counting , how many days left I can back home.


Everyday I'm blaming to everyone , murmur in my heart why I'm here , what's wrong did I did.


Everyday I'm telling my friends how I miss my life out there , how I used to being so arrogant , how bad was the condition here , how bad was the camp , how's good if I'm outside and what I'm doing there.



Everyday I have endlessness grumble in there.


And everyday I'm bored to the grumble of yesterday.



Too many things let me to complain.


And the dishonest of people more even aroused.


I not used to mix with them.


Even language also seems a large barriers.


And their attitude is quite bad.


And the most unbearable things is their hygiene.


They can simply spit inside the dorm and just sweep with their slipper. OMG.


They smoke inside the dorm in the late midnight.


They chit chatting with a loud volume like the dorm is only them in the night. ANNOYING.


The night time seems like a party time and they cant awake in the morning. SO GREAT.


And every night the coach roll call us is quite waiting our time!


Just speaking and telling non sense.


The hall is dirty and full of FLY.


Ops, I forgot the dorm.


You will let those flies disturb until you wake up even though you are extremely tired and sleepy.


Afternoon was super duper hot.


You can simply sweat like you are bathing.


And the sad case was after you bath was just as hot like you didn't bath.


Okay , now the dishes turn.


Morning after a simply exercise we have our breakfast which is normally fried mihun , fried mee , fried kuey tiao fried rice.


The worst is fried kuey tiao and fried rice.


Spicy and too soft and they all stick together.


Then after that was minum pagi.


They normally prepare fried flour or whatever fried and a muffin.


They just look and feel like the same for me.


Some muffin was insipid.


Then makan tengah hari.


Normally they will prepare chicken and fish for a day. Either afternoon is chicken or night is fish.


I took vegetarian normally.


Because that seems like a VIP LANE , I no need to line up to wait for anyone , and yet I can take as much as I want!


But mostly I'm taking less because even the vegetable got sand and the taufu was sour!

OMG.


Okay , now until minum petang.


The GREAT TIME EVER.


I stay in dorm cooked maggie milo mushroom soup honey wheat grass nescafe and whatever I have and that is instant!


I cooked with my lovely friends because 1 of them had bring the heater!


OMG, What a GREAT INVENTION.


Then makan malam.


I took vegetarian also.


Same as the afternoon 1 but just switching.


I have the same comment for that.


Okay , it's enough for the grumble part.


YA , I admit , I have so much fun there at almost the end.


I started to mix with malays and indians.


Some of them was caring and loving too.


And I started to learn melayu and tamil from them. HAHA.


Most of it is vulgar words!


And after holidays I never sleep at my bed.


Because my bed is extremely DIRTY.


Every malay go and lie down there until there is sandy and even the bedclothes also darker than the bed beside mine.


What a disaster for me.


I used to have mysophobia but now I have no choice.


So I sleep on my leader's bed.


Pity him. Sleep on the floor for those bloody night.


Thanks so much and so sorry.


Inside there I got so much attention from different people.


Thanks so much for you guys.


Caring me , loving me and helping me always.


I miss plkn life.


I miss that time I can face myself so true , and face you guys too.


We don't need to  hide when we wants to cry , and yet we cried and hug together.


I think that was the biggest comfort ever?


And how was the laugh?


We laugh together until we piss off and tears around the eyes.


We was so true , we living with no privacy and we share everything we had.


Even bath , we bath together just with our underwear haha.


Before that I don't think I can take off my shirt in front of people.


So , I really learned many things there that I can't even learn in my daily life.


At last here , I hope we can keep in touch , and friendship forever.


I know , very very hard for us to meet again.


But you guys will occupy a very huge space in my heart , in my brain , in my memories.


Thanks so much. Missed you guys. Love you guys.



Thanks who made me.

=)


Appreciate for everything I had now , even though sometime I'm not feeling satisfy.


Appreciate for yesterday , Appreciate to GOD that I'm still alive in your allow.


Thanks PLKN that I'm so hate and love.


2 months , it seems like a vacation when I'm fleshing back of it.


TIME FLIES.


Memories was the best things that GOD left to human.


Friendship Forever.