I have no idea seriously

I just cant get over it. From time to time.


Never think that being in tertiary study would be so damn fucking suffer.


I'd never feel myself so small for doing all those things.


But this was definitely make me diminish like nothing.


I cant even feel myself.


And yet, fail grades made me don't want to face any person.


I don't have much time to fix it.


Everything was too rush.


But why people seems okay with it and can make it but I cant?


This seriously make me judge about my capabilities and abilities from time to time just made me so lack of confidence and yet my day wouldn't get any better.



Time was just catalyst for everything.



And now I have no life.



I don't know what I'm doing for my life.



I know I must do it.


I have to do it.


For anything for everything.


For whatever.


Why cant I just happy for what I'm now?


Why it's just so hard?


I don't understand.


Stop it.


I don't know.


I just have no idea.


Wake up. Please.