ARGH , This my house , sad.

A hollow way to deaths.

I'm so hard to focus on writting my blog now.

My house are full.

Noisy , even the air also be muddy.

I cant do anything.


I hate my house now , too small , too hard to be comfort , too hard to let many people to stay with.


Even my classical music.

Its cant be hear when in low volume.

When I turn it higher , situation worst.

I love classical music. I never thought it will be like that.

I love alone in my house with opening my love classical music in high volume.

Its comfort  ,  I can even throw all my negatif energy , and charge fully with positive energy.


So , after that , I can be positive , can be smile  , can be laugh , can be joke , even can be hurt.


Now , I'm negative, my classical music become so noisy , so littery , and hard to go in my ears.


I don't want to turn high the volume.

The situation is enough worst for me.



Next.

I hate smokers , much and much.

I even hope GOD will appear and kill all the smokers in one days.

Smokers are always good for nothings.

What is the definition of smoke?

What do you get?


I hope all smokers will die in one days.

I know , I'm evil mind.


But , smokers , do you think for others?

We both suffer around smokers.

You smoke , you pollute the air around , you destroy our cell when we breath and the chemical in the smoke make our cells doesn't get the enough oxygen and will be death in the result.


All smokers are selfish. Just like my neighbour.

I both hate them all!

They smoke , but only come outside the terrace.

The smoke comes to other house around , one of them are my house.

Smokers , you care for your family , but how you care about others?

Who should be get the hurts and who shouldn't be?

Why every smokers are the same?  Can be difference abit?

You all are the same in my eyes , contribute nothing to the siciety , to the world.


Then I stand up to close my window , to protect myself against the smoke , to protect my family .

Then the temperature of wind outside get higher and I'm getting mad in  everytimes.


Everytimes they did this and what can I do also did this.

Not the boring matter , it had another better way to solve right?

Why I'm always only can be the passive side?


Later , you'll get the retribition.

Die for nothing.

And the smokers next step is throw cigarette end outside , nearer , thats my house too.


You cant throw far abit?

You live for nothing , smoke for nothing , do for nothings , totally empty with those which are meaningfull.


Then I ever open my window for the nights.

They waste the oxygen in the air , which use to ignites their cigarette , not to burn the glucose in their body.

Then they had to take others people oxygen to breath in behove , in behoove.

So, they already take double oxygen , waste right?  For nothing.


Then now , I use whole my life to prevent smoke , to get away from smoke, to avoid from being second hand smoking , but now , smokers are in my house , and smoking in my house.


Tobacco ash are fly everywhere , and drop on floor everywhere.

When they get away , who will clean up them?  Either me or my mum.


No other one else.  They are only make trouble to others.

Smoke non stop.  I'm suffer to control my normal breath for not to breath.


I not dare to breath , I not dare to get too much of smoke .

My brain clog , I know apart of my brain cells are dead.

Don't get enough oxygen , all smoke are robber , rob the oxyhaemoglobin , rob the transport of oxygen.


I never thinks smoker are in my house.

I never thinks it till to bad here.

I cant function well , in all the ways.


Non stop smoke , what they get?

The government are only raise the price of cigarette , never take other effection action to withstand.


Argh.


The air in my house are fully been polluted. Sad for it.

Really don't know what to do .

My house can be a shield , but now enemy are in the shield .

Malay called that duri dalam daging.


Haix.

My body get worst.  Enough.


No next time.


The elder always see the comments , the thinkings of young generation as nothings.

They need to protect their face which not to admit that new young generations are well , even better than theirs.
They only can be like that to withstand to.

The point view of theirs , the way of theirs cant change , cant be flexible like us .

So ,  they're stable , still , straight away and same.


He cant throw away his smoking habit , he said , Its had been to long time I smoke.