story seems funny

Matters are coming to the end.


But at the end of the corner , I found a start.


That was so deep , so hard.


I can't even touch his heart , I can't even know his real.


How failure I'm?


All people said that best friend , but means what?


I really don't know.


I doubted on him.


I know , I'm wrong in some perspective.


I admit , I do took him like best friend.

I do , I really do, and I swear to the GOD.



But now , I went wrong maybe?


I pull myself in such abyss.


I really hope that I was wrong.


Friendship , really easy for that?


Beyond the friendship , who am I?



Even took the last place on your deep heart pole.



Time cures everything.


Prove everything too , by the way.


Em.


I do hope that I think too much in such fascinating night.


Starry starry night , I do hope I know the real.


Starry starry night , hear my pray.


Starry starry night , reply my pray.



I could take it easy.


Is time to bed.


Can't sleep well I think?



Having such a big heavy question marks.


Holding all around till the end.


Friendship , say much more easy compare to everything.


I'm speechless at the moment.


I'm so not sure.


I'm guessing.


I'm doubted.


Failure.


Goodnight.


4.30am