cloudy sky

My sky are full of clouds.


It cover all the star.


It cover all the bright , all the light.


I saw nothing.


I'm really unlucky.


NS check in at Lumut, Perak. quite far.


And start in 1/4/13. Very Very soon.


I even didn't have time to plan for postpone.


20/3/13. SPM result announce soon.


Scare and very nervous.


Hoping and at the same time I'm fear to hope.


What's for to expect high?


Don't know.



Just like a game?


Everybody did so?


Em.


Tonight is a warm night.


Even now , 2am I'm still feeling hot.


Sweating on my forehead.



I thought I will be early in bed tonight , but now I'm still here.


Feeling something speechless in my heart.


What should I do?


How should I plan?


I wish to escape from NS.


But I have no choice , and no way.



I wish to study psychology , but somehow that is not the best way for me.


Even though I'm very interest in it .


Reality still reality.


And what we can do is only wake up and learn from it.


Hmm.


I still don't know how my way should be.


I really don't know.


Too many unknown in the ways front.


What should I choose.


What really suit to me?



I felt tired in talking.


Silence at the end.


Goodnight.


=)