I must be haunted.

Blogging at this hour.

I should get some sleep instead of doing this.

I just feel kind of disappointed  to my life.

To everything at this stage now.

My result was bad.

The worst in my life.


I failed two subject. In Expectedly.

And yet, I having no time to work it on.


I cant manage a thing.


All I do was barely breath.

And all in my life was breathtaking.


I have never been through this .

I have never face such a huge failure in my life. My achievement.


In school, I have no such a real gang.

I just simply mix with people here and people there which I don't even care about.

And they seems like the same way.



It's hard to carry on.

Long long journey through the darkness.

I hate being this way. I have no friends no life no result.


What in my life for now was nothing.


How it can be so bad?


1 month. Can I make it through?



Nothing seems like the way they are.

Nothings seems like the way they suppose to be.



It's hurt. And I just barely take it.


I cant carry on.

I sleep with fear everynight.

The later I stay , the fearer I was.


I'm afraid.




Why I can be in such way?

And those teachers like keep pressuring us.

Yaya , we just manage barely to finish up the syllabus before exam.

Why you still expecting us go for general research about everything?

We have no time . We just barely pass the bloody trial!!!!

Why the hell you ask us to do so fucking much that our time cant afford to?


I just barely simply read through my text book and my brain was deeply blank.


What the hell happen to me? How I can lost myself like so seriously?


I never been that. I must be haunted.