No tuition Sunday

Erm. Yeah.

I think I should really blog for a while.

I mean blog properly like the old times.



I'm too stress but yet I'm doing nothing to pull myself from the atmosphere.

Everyday I'm grumbling to my endlessness stupidity foolishness.

My brain's capacity which is functioning was so limited and the speed was suprisingly slow.


Teacher write down a math formula on the white board and I'm looking on it almost 10 minutes but still have no idea at all but my friends already proceed to the question part.

Oh my.

I was like what the fuck??!

And yet I'm keeping on doubt about my ability and this is not my level.

Should I leave or stay until the end?

These question have cost me a lot of time.

And just to confirm.


It took a lot of effort too to initiate it and proceed.

I'm so lazy.


Next week will be the real big 1 coming but I'm still chatting here so steadily in this late night.


I'm not used to be like that.

I don't take risk.

That's my style.


But now I'm taking it all!

And yet felt so steadily without any guilty or doubting.



I shouldn't be like that.


I knew it I knew it.



All I have to do was buried my head under the books for a whole day.


No. For a whole week. Last week.


Yeah.

And today was the first Sunday that I having no tuition!



How great it was?


I sleep over my usual tuition time.


Nothing was great now.


And today I woke by my mum's call for calling me to prepare to hang out for breakfast.


I'd awake then.


And WHAT THE FUCK. I'm so tired and dizzy.

And my hair so messy oily and full of my overnight dandruff.


But I'm too long for a good meal.


Erm not.


Should be sunday breakfast with family.


Best feelings ever.


I knew that is so rare for me as I have tuition at sunday morning normally.


So I just went my bathroom and get all done.


Unfortunately when we reach the restaurant , they're closing today.


How bad luck could I ever have today?



It's okay.

Then we turn to another restaurant that was quite famous but the price was a bit costly.

It's okay. Just eat. I need food.



It's quite nice.

I don't know it's because it was been a long time I didn't have a family breakfast or it's really nice.

Who cares.


On the way back , there was a rain.


It was a downpour but extremely lonely and that's why I love this rain.


There was no any wind.

I could listen to the rain so attentively.

It calmed me a lots than I could never imagined.

I just fall asleep.

With the windows all open until I were immersed in the glory of sun.


That's my afternoon with drama welcoming my evening.

I did some push up for that.



Ohya. I forgot to tell that I'm apart of gymnasium now.

I have to make my body nicer anyway.

In order to dress up really well.

In order could not be cover by only those luxuries brand.

I have to do it anyway.


And bath and dinner and now.


That's all for my Sunday.

What I suppose to blog about?



I long for a great holiday.

So long long.


Tiring days could be end. so soon.


I have to study. Goodnight.