Everything start.

Stealing a moment to blog in a super duper busy month.


It's started.

Since school started. My holiday ended. My study stuff came back again and those tiny friendship things , group assignment things all came back at once.


It's like endless huge wave that striking me all the way until I'm mentally broke down.


Apparently there's all about stress and how the way I'm handling it.


Don't know why.


I feel I can do it.


The first time ever this feelings had give me a huge comfort and it's like a Cardiotonic for me.


And obviously I'm afraid of the dominating of this feeling make me feel like there's nothing to worry about and it'll come when the time is allow.


And I'm working during every weekend of January before Chinese New Year come by.


I'm working for the same job as last year.


Drinho promoter and mechandiser at the same time.


In every Friday that I've to rush from school all the way to AEON BIG Tun Hussein Onn.


Yeah , this is quite a torturing for me.


It's so tired at the end of the day and I just lay down when I reached home.


And I sacrifice my tuition time just to fit the time for work.


I barely follow my lesson.


And I'm so not very prepare for the school stuff.


I'm still daydreaming , sleepy and mood swing all those that probably screw me up.


It's a brand new year but I'm still the same.



I'm thinking of joining my drum performance for the late mid of this year.

I have to join the practice every Saturday then rush to my tuition.

There's no doubt I want so much to be on the stage again.

But I'm so worry at the same time about my studies.


That should be the main concern of me as a student but now I'm doing so much of other things rather than study.


I'm working and thinking of joining my drum instead of planning my study routine.

That's so pathetic.

Ya. Drum is where my passionate was raised.


There's no doubt drum have give me so much of bittersweet memories.

I bet I'm glad to have them apart of grumbling the tiredness of every reduplicate practice of all days and weeks.


Ya.


Homework for the week.


Clear my mind and think of it.


The school days is really exhausted.


There ain't any fun but buried your head to your text and burns up your eyes to see everything.