The very beggining of Upper Six

I'm stealing my afternoon nap right now.

I'm feeling so exhausted right now mentally and physically.


My head is so blank and heavy.

I could just asleep as I lay down on any form of surface.

That's it. I'm that desperate of a sleep now.


It's because of the mistake of yesterday.

I nap too much during the noon that mostly made me so awake at night even at my bed.

I'm reviewing every minute things that happen with open eyes.

That made me more awake by then.

I just barely asleep until my alarm rang on.

"Damn it , I just closed my eyes for a second long!"


By then now I have to keep myself awake so then I won't take a long nap as yesterday.

And so I could sleep soundly in night and rocks up tomorrow cause tomorrow gonna be a long long day.

Normal school time and we have a collequem period now in every Wednesday until 3pm.

And so I have my Math T tuition at 4.30.

So I'm gonna done a that by 1 day.

Hmm.

How much it gonna take me?


I'd bet I'm so much stronger than that.

That's it.

I'll be up here more frequently as I have to practice my English more often.

I found guilty when my new MUET teacher asked all of us "How frequently you all talk in English?" "How frequently do you all write in English?" "Do you all still remember how long you didn't write since your last English essay?"


Oh God. Those words like a stick hit to the very right of my brain.

"Then you better start from now! Do it today!"

At least it was a encouragement at last cover the ironic that so before.


So I'm starting right now. I better to.


Since ever school started and my class now finally have an officially in name of our classroom "6BS3" , we do have our new class AJK on board.

We have our decoration leader as well as subject leader.

Which major in decorate bulletin board with stuff that related to their respective subject appoint.

And SO UNFORTUNATELY I'm the bio.

And all my classmate is taking advantage of me that made me now a BIOLOGY LEADER in my class that in charge everything of bio , which include our biology teacher.

Oh Crap.

All the fault was I didn't went to toilet in that particular selecting moment.


As everyone know that my biology teacher Pn Sang was a ill temper person.

She gets angry and frustrated at anytime she want.


Okay , and now I'm the first person ever to bear it instead of my monitor.

So, this is my fate now.


How poor am I?


Hmm. That's all gonna paid off if and only if my biology gets good grade.

I hope that as much as a new Iphone now.


Oh ya. Talk about phone.

I'm still unable to get a new smart phone now.

I'm still using that poor nokia phone which I feel so shame to show it in front of people.

Hmm. Still hoping!

My dad bought a new phone yesterday as his phone suddenly ran out of service as the speaker was broken.

So he had to.

The thing I'm extremely not happy about was why don't he take my phone and buy a new one for me? Hmm. I'm still waiting Iphone 6.

Whatever.

The thing I want to say was why he don't buy a smart phone that improve him in a bit that worth much more than a penny for him?

However , he is rough fellow which don't deserve any fancy things.

That's what made us deserve so much more than now.

We're not poor as now we're.

Because he don't like those fancy thing made us not suppose to like it.

I hate his very control freak in limiting any of our belongings.

Everything was unnecessary for him.

I just get nagged when I bought some desire stuff.

That's all I'm now.

He's my dad. I knew how the way he thinks.


Maybe it's good to me.

So I'll not waste anything whether it's preciousness is yet to be judge.

I'm used to it although I'm not so happy about it and now it'd become a part of me that make me who I'm.

That's it. Good afternoon.


I can't bear the weight of my head and eyelids.

It's time to off now what so over.


Oh ya. For the very last part here.

I'm in progress in my 2 bio assignment.

It's so near to due date now but I'd not done any or in the way to it.

I'd afraid and so worry of it since I don't have any time manage to work it out.

And the leaves assignment it's nothing to do but wait for the weeks for the buried leaves to dry off completely unless the fungi will destroy it. ALL OF IT.


Guess I couldn't sleep soundly now.

Tuesday , 6/1/2014. The fourth day since open school.