I wasn't updating so lately. Yeah. I was being pretty busy with everything running over. To be honest, i cant handle everything very well. I was falling and drifting apart. That has been too much of a moment I've lost myself. Pretty badly injured being judged and criticized. Having so much proves that some humans being terribly horrific. I could stand and too much of the times I'm facing and engulfing it all by myself. I have spoke to none at all.
Another part was I'm so exhausted of my daily life. I have done nothing apart of studying and sleeping. Well, I do have daydreaming a lots. And the worst part was my results still like a piece of shit. I've tried and I'm not as hardworking as I was anymore. It's so hard to make myself concentrate on study in spring and my phone beside. I have my government test on every years' end and not like now I have twice a year which the biggest challenging. At the same time I have to rush and complete my paper 3 experiments and projects. That was truly endless and I will be such released after all.
Talking about experiments and here I would like to mention the most interesting Pre U course Biology experiment -- Mammalian Dissection. My task was to observe the arrangement and the look of the internal organs as well as the connecting veins tissues and all that. Having such a wonderful moment which made me more interested in Biology. Well, just not the reading part. Somehow I felt it was cruel to sacrifice the rats just to see their internal organs. I want to say that this is not the reason. While I knew that they're raised especially for the studies.
At the very beginning of the experiments, most of us was afraid to make the cuts or even touch the rats. Somehow they're adorable in time. Well there's some of us were exciting and cant wait for the experiment. Hmm I'm actually exciting but pretended like I'm afraid to. I cant grab the rat when I hold it in my palm. I just cant do it. It's still warm. Well then we have to order to start everything we've to do.
The organs made me couldn't gasp more in the admiration of God's work and intelligence. As I making my cuts gently and slowly, some of them already start cutting out the intestines , finding the thymus gland and all that. Teachers were around to help or test us rather. And when it's my turn I was ashamed cause I wasn't able to show which was the kidney. Well I don't know kidney is red colour before that. After that my experiments run smoothly that I've showed the carotid body, the veins and arteries all that.
By the time stroked at 1pm, I have to keep it then. Searching organs was actually funs I could ever tell.
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