Days before was my last week of working and study before Chinese New Year. After all , I've been slacking enough. Homework got much and much among that week and I was being freaking tired being tortured in every ways. All I remember during the school days was endlessly copying my friends' homework and sleep while the rest of time. "Ring~~~" got up , time to work. It sounded pretty tough right? I don't have a single time to social and talk to my friends , I slept it over instead. The very yesterdays' newspaper still stacking right top of my not keep yet desk. Well , I might have to buckle up so hard after all. Talking about my rush work -- Muet presentation that so stressed me up , however it still not my turn yet. I was listening to my friends' presentation. I think I really need to store some time for that. You know , that was really rush that I just barely finish my present paper while still not arranging my script yet. Next up was math. I'm now unable to catch up which my teacher assume we're able to. I'm lost now and what I did was copying my friends' math work. Argh , it made me so depress to talk about those.
Last week of working which means most hard and much at the same time. We have to be alert of supervisor , merchandiser and sales mans as well. There's too much we have to look around if we really want to slack. And the annoying person as our merchandiser stood there up all the time until 6pm in that particular peak week. We hate her so much! We cursed her everyday since she was being so busybody and never realize what she's talking about. It shame to tell that she was our respectful eldership. Even my friend's mum said that was not a way teaching us by telling our disabilities in coordinating and arranging to everyone. And at other time she was pretending she was the only one work so hard on this. Oh ya , We aren't working. Eventually, she made our job became harder and even harder when our outlet sales mans was there. It was pretty pathetic that we even being scolded by them , in the misunderstanding way. And the last week before Chinese New Year. You know , there is always crowded and our prices are always lower as well. It made us more busier and more tired at the end of the day. I don't wanna make a single move after I'm home and perfectly cleansed after a short boosting bath. I got stress when I knew there's still a stack of math exercise that I'm left behind. Well , until now I'm still not done any of them. Well , we do have 2 separate block of stocks display in the hypermarket and main entrance of the hypermarket. We're been told to switch whether who was standing the outside block in order to be fair. NO ONE wants to stand outside ever. It's hot. It's ugly and shame. After the sales mans and the merchandise aunty was not there , we haven't went there in a single hour.
What can we do? Those foreign workers are the ones who allow to top up at the entrance. We can do nothing. And I don't think people like to buy things in a super hot conditions. There's uncover by anything. The sun can smile to us right away. And all I think was I don't want to get tanned by this way! So , conclusion , we just stand there when necessarily. Crowded , cheap and sales mans was there. It's the toughest week because simply my school days was longer as well as working days. I have my Chinese New Year holiday replacement class at that particular Saturday and the worst part was I have to be present. It's because of our intelligence form teacher and chemistry teacher as well had grew more tricky by learning Pn Sang which put an experiment in that day. I have no choice but to present and rush my day. I get less and less rest on the coming days. I have 5 continuous work days and 4 school day. In the thought of skipping class , I was still energy-boosted to wait for the skip-class day. I'm so proud of myself at the end of the day which I manage not to skip a single day while working at the same time. But , it do affect my studies and other things else. I felt glad I have a chance to experience such "enrich" life. A month is more than enough. Now, it only could be memories. Not a really good one though. Meanwhile , there's apart of working that I didn't mention. I knew some friends and learned not to trust people so easily and we have to be tolerance as well in every way. GREW UP.
I was mixing and compressing it all into this single post. (I hope I can). The fun part of the working and the studies together was people tend to be more tolerance to you and understanding as well. My mum was doing everything for me which she'd never done any and fetch me whenever I call. But others people was tend to say bad about it. "How desperate of money that you have to work and studies at the same time?" "See what result you got." "Are you that POOR?" I mean all I want was more than an experience and it did give me that. People are mean. I just want to try it. Well, after all I don't give a damn. Next was the I made new friends part. Eventually there was new friend which we don't connect after this. It depend on situations. In mine, mostly not.
Next was the bowling club. As I'm the treasurer of it , it built conflict however. People hate me and says that I'm not responsible. And one of my trusted friend leak my secret as well. I should've never trust him. I was been told. And that was a huge lesson yet to be learned. I apologized and explain as well as clarify that part of it was my fault and the rest was fate. What I'm doing. I'm screwing things now. Well, the conflict fix in a day and I have to done so much now in order to be responsible. SEEMS TO BE RESPONSIBLE. Okay , look , If we're really friend , I don't have to fix our friendship. It will be fixed naturally eventually. So, Let's see then.
New Year? I was rushing my post. I was squeezing my post. It's 3am now. Somethings don't have to be stated so clear. It just happens. In either way.
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