I'm so much better now. Realizing that was just because I'm exhausted. I'm sophisticated of trying so hard to be everything I can't be. I'm lacked of sleep , I'm tired , I'm unloaded.
Getting rid of the annual account and the MUET speaking test really unloaded me a lots. Worrying about the performance of the test at the same time of school reopening. On top of that with the rushing annual account of bowling club which I hadn't done in a whole year. It's such a big load cause I suppose to do it every end of the month instead of now I do it for a whole year in one shot. Well , I managed to finish it before the deadline.
Guessing I'm over you as well. Getting back my life step by step and day by day. Eventually lead to a full recovering. Can't believe the root of my problems was I'm lacking of sleep. That's it.
Today was a schooling Saturday. I have to be present for my Chemistry lessons cause that's so hard and my life would be so miserable missing a lesson. And yeah I'm terribly exciting cause I'm driving myself to school after so long. I was suppose to drive myself school in lower 6 but then my parents realized that was so dangerous for me as I'm such a lame newbie who clearly have not enough of limbs to hold a manual car. And then I was forbidden to drive like forever. After all the time I'm stealing my parent's car to sneak out , I manage to have better skills and more mature way to deal with and now guessing I'm no longer in the forbidden list.
Just glad to have a day like this after the ups and downs. I've survived.
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